That whole year passed(8th standard) without exchanging a single word between us.
The next year, when i was at school for the first day, i was totally shocked......i was being parted away from her when i couldn't even get myself attached to her.....
This was biggest shock i had taken, so head-on, till date on my little heart. i was not prepared;i could never be prepared for this anyways, but still.....
And now it was destiny. i had no other choice left than to move on.
The same schedule started in the new class 9.a as well....she was in 9.b
The same following her everywhere in the recess, just to get a glimpse of her smile, her attitude, her grace and her softness.Everything else was the same with the only difference being that once back in the classroom, i was unable to see her beautiful face and the glory of her persona. she was not there to amaze me in the classroom....
I was not craving to talk to her. Fine, i wanted to talk to her, but everything was quite alright without that too.
There was always that level of satisfaction within me which was required to keep my emotions and approaches intact. I was satisfied with what i was getting.
I could see her daily. i could belong to her in so many ways, she was in my school, she lived in the same city, she knew me and other many such satisfying instances....
When i was in love i enjoyed dong anything and everything much more and with that much of an extra zeal, a touch of extra heart in you.....
You know when you are in love, you find everything so beautiful and so pleasant, that you tend to find smoothness in the hardest of rocks.
The roads started looking beautiful, music started sounding sweeter, songs started to have new meanings and, surprisingly, something that i have heard or seen started winning my attention and liking..
You start singing love songs while till date you liked rock numbers. My favorite songs were JUST THE WAY YOU ARE - Bruno mars, LOVE STORY - Taylor swift........
Your interest in love stories and romantic movies develop out of the blue.....i started reading love stories.....seriously....
And then came the christmas vacation......i went to find her house with my friend....
getting to know her house was like finding the lost needle in the desert......
Thank god, that i saw my close friend, she was my helper in knowing everything about her....i asked her all the details of her house and finally, i saw her house, i wished to see her , but didn't....anyways, atleast saw her house...i was happy....
You know when you are in love, there are quite a few things you learn on your own...
Suddenly, you learn how to lie and yet to escape absolutely confident without hesitating, you learn how to be happy, and in fact, laugh without anybody around, sometimes on your own self as well, you learn how to day dream about the best-est of places in the world hand-in-hand with the one you love......... :)
The next year, when i was at school for the first day, i was totally shocked......i was being parted away from her when i couldn't even get myself attached to her.....
This was biggest shock i had taken, so head-on, till date on my little heart. i was not prepared;i could never be prepared for this anyways, but still.....
And now it was destiny. i had no other choice left than to move on.
The same schedule started in the new class 9.a as well....she was in 9.b
The same following her everywhere in the recess, just to get a glimpse of her smile, her attitude, her grace and her softness.Everything else was the same with the only difference being that once back in the classroom, i was unable to see her beautiful face and the glory of her persona. she was not there to amaze me in the classroom....
I was not craving to talk to her. Fine, i wanted to talk to her, but everything was quite alright without that too.
There was always that level of satisfaction within me which was required to keep my emotions and approaches intact. I was satisfied with what i was getting.
I could see her daily. i could belong to her in so many ways, she was in my school, she lived in the same city, she knew me and other many such satisfying instances....
When i was in love i enjoyed dong anything and everything much more and with that much of an extra zeal, a touch of extra heart in you.....
You know when you are in love, you find everything so beautiful and so pleasant, that you tend to find smoothness in the hardest of rocks.
The roads started looking beautiful, music started sounding sweeter, songs started to have new meanings and, surprisingly, something that i have heard or seen started winning my attention and liking..
You start singing love songs while till date you liked rock numbers. My favorite songs were JUST THE WAY YOU ARE - Bruno mars, LOVE STORY - Taylor swift........
Your interest in love stories and romantic movies develop out of the blue.....i started reading love stories.....seriously....
And then came the christmas vacation......i went to find her house with my friend....
getting to know her house was like finding the lost needle in the desert......
Thank god, that i saw my close friend, she was my helper in knowing everything about her....i asked her all the details of her house and finally, i saw her house, i wished to see her , but didn't....anyways, atleast saw her house...i was happy....
You know when you are in love, there are quite a few things you learn on your own...
Suddenly, you learn how to lie and yet to escape absolutely confident without hesitating, you learn how to be happy, and in fact, laugh without anybody around, sometimes on your own self as well, you learn how to day dream about the best-est of places in the world hand-in-hand with the one you love......... :)
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