Friday, April 12, 2013

I  knew that her answer would be a perfect no........as i have expected she said no and she said that she's not gonna go after 10th, coz i assumed that she would leave India because her father's working abroad...... :)

But i didn't give up, i used to sent her different types of messages daily, and she would say something which i don't like to hear...........
And then one day, she asked me to forget about her, because she thinks that it's better for my future..........
What would a man feel when the person he truly loves says this?????
I was angry....i thought of throwing my laptop.........but, if i throw that away how can i contact her......so,i tried to calm myself down....but, i couldn't, i threw my ipod and it directly hit the wall....and i was screwed....i told them that i accidently broke it....they were angry.....but they calmed down, and said that they would buy me a new one

It was about time for her b'day.........i thought of buying her a gift....so, i asked her if i could buy her a gift, and she said yes.......so, i told my dad......no,no,no.......i lied to my dad that it was my friend's b'day and asked him to give me some money to buy a special gift.......he gave me 1000 bucks and i had 200 bucks with me........i went to a shopping complex.....coz, there are no malls in trivandrum......with my friend and i bought a fastrack watch........
Her b'day was during our final exams, and i knew that it's not possible to give the gift while we are in school......so, i asked my dad if i can take the activa to school.....and, surprisingly he said yes.....
I took my activa and reached school as early as possible.....i have asked her to wait for me at her bus stop after the exams.......i didn't concentrate on my exams.....
i went to my friend's house after the exam, because he knows a shortcut to her house........
when i reached there, i saw her standing there, near an apartment........i didn't stop.....she didn't see us.......i asked my friend to check on her.....while he went to see her, she saw him and came towards us......i was numb
She was beautiful.her face had an arresting innocence that was much more prominent as she was trying to act serious and sober.she was so endearing.......she was right in front of me.....
the way she was standing, the way she looked at me for a while, the way then she tried not to look at me, the  way she was dressed, the way her hair was tied into a pony tail......i loved her more.......
I gave her the watch....and she asked if she can go, and i said yes.....actually, i wanted to say a lot of things...but, i couldn't...... and she went away......
When i was at home, i logged into my facebook account and wished  her happy b'day....and sent some messages.......
when she came online....she asked me why i bought such a costly watch?????i said what every man would say....'i don't care about the money, if its for you'
And the next day, i went to her exam hall casually, and checked if she is wearing the watch......NO.... she wasn't wearing it....i knew there was some reason for it......
And i came to know about the reason. It was our last day....i was late for school......she said to one of my friend to ask me to come to the same place where i gave her the gift, because her mom thinks that it's a costly gift,so, she asked her to return it to me......when i entered my classroom, my friends told me this.....they even made plans to sell it.....
I didn't go........that evening i logged into my facebook account and told her that i don't want the watch back, coz i bought it for you....she said 'ok'...... :) =D

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