Two months ke baad, mein phir aa gaaya.......
It was may 6th,school repoened - there was just one thing going through my head " i am screwed " ..........
i didn't know how to face her, moreover i was not prepared to face her, after what i did to her........
i knew what i did was totally unacceptable.....and i was ready to do anything for that.......
I was not in a good condition, when i told my bloody damn best friends about what i did, they were beating and kicking me like a stray dog..........
whenever, i see her, i will just look straight and walk away......and she used to do the same too.....
And we have this one full month of vacation class....and i have to go in her bus for that one month, but instead i took my ride, because as i told you , i didn't know how to face her......
But unfortunately, after the vacation classes, i had to go in her bus
During the vacation classes, i thought of going to her house........to talk to her....but couldn't
And finally one day{after the vacation class}, i went to her house....no, near her house....didn't see her....
The same process continued for three more weeks.....
Meanwhile, she asked me to leave her alone........
I decided not to disturb her again(but, doesn't mean that i stopped loving her, just stopped showing it)
...i tried to take her off my mind........But i couldn't....
And then, we had 2 days holiday due to these rains(thanks to the district collector), i knew where she went for tuition, so i went to the place, but i wasn't sure if that was the class...you know there are a lot of tuition classes nowadays, i waited there for half an hour with my friend....didn't see anyone......so , we decided to go and check her house.......while we were going back, we saw her walking with her friends to the tuition class.....
As soon as she saw me, her facial expressions changed...and her friends looked straight at her face....
I didn't stop......i couldn't....i was happy....i shouted with all my voice.......
took a u turn and went straight to her, they were looking back, to check if we were coming.......i didn't stop again.......
I waited at the wrong tuition class. which i thought was right.......And then i found the right tuition class the next day.........slap me god.........
And then i had a fight with my friend for not talking to her.......he doesn't know my condition
And decided that i will talk to her the next day i see her.........waiting for the big day......
But all i wanted was to say that i was SORRY for whatever i did and to tell her that i LOVED HER, more than anything in this world........
Anyways, lets wait for what god has to do with this......
It was may 6th,school repoened - there was just one thing going through my head " i am screwed " ..........
i didn't know how to face her, moreover i was not prepared to face her, after what i did to her........
i knew what i did was totally unacceptable.....and i was ready to do anything for that.......
I was not in a good condition, when i told my bloody damn best friends about what i did, they were beating and kicking me like a stray dog..........
whenever, i see her, i will just look straight and walk away......and she used to do the same too.....
And we have this one full month of vacation class....and i have to go in her bus for that one month, but instead i took my ride, because as i told you , i didn't know how to face her......
But unfortunately, after the vacation classes, i had to go in her bus
During the vacation classes, i thought of going to her house........to talk to her....but couldn't
And finally one day{after the vacation class}, i went to her house....no, near her house....didn't see her....
The same process continued for three more weeks.....
Meanwhile, she asked me to leave her alone........
I decided not to disturb her again(but, doesn't mean that i stopped loving her, just stopped showing it)
...i tried to take her off my mind........But i couldn't....
And then, we had 2 days holiday due to these rains(thanks to the district collector), i knew where she went for tuition, so i went to the place, but i wasn't sure if that was the class...you know there are a lot of tuition classes nowadays, i waited there for half an hour with my friend....didn't see anyone......so , we decided to go and check her house.......while we were going back, we saw her walking with her friends to the tuition class.....
As soon as she saw me, her facial expressions changed...and her friends looked straight at her face....
I didn't stop......i couldn't....i was happy....i shouted with all my voice.......
took a u turn and went straight to her, they were looking back, to check if we were coming.......i didn't stop again.......
I waited at the wrong tuition class. which i thought was right.......And then i found the right tuition class the next day.........slap me god.........
And then i had a fight with my friend for not talking to her.......he doesn't know my condition
And decided that i will talk to her the next day i see her.........waiting for the big day......
But all i wanted was to say that i was SORRY for whatever i did and to tell her that i LOVED HER, more than anything in this world........
Anyways, lets wait for what god has to do with this......
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